those words i left unsaid...

recently, i found myself not smiling anymore. or shud i put it this way, not whole heartedly. this semester i think, is the most depressing semester so far. the work load, i nvr thought it wud be unbearable. i noe, all i do is complaining..evrybody is going thru a hard time oso ryte..silly silly me. i also found out that, if i stay on like this, i will push people away from me. i didnt realize that i was pushing so many people that's close to me. now, i truly regret it. sorry, i hvent been myself lately. to whom i hve accidently hurt, i deeply apologize..it's just that when i'm under pressure, i'll be more and more annoying so i shut myself from those that i really care. if u're reading this, i'm sorry.