Friday, April 4, 2008

Silence.

I've been busy. or maybe i just made up the excuse that i'm busy so i don't have to call home.
I don't have to contact my friends. I can stop remembering the important things I used to get all hyped up for. Being distant made me wonder how's life gonna be without all these people who have been the reason I can stand still as I am today. Ungrateful? U can judge me. I don't mind.

It's just that when you come to this certain period of life, you would stop and think about all the things that never matter before and all of a sudden, the only thing you need is space. to be away from everybody. if I can run and hide from the world, I would.

Deep down I know that what I need is a warm familiar hug which can just erase all the misery. Or maybe a small talk with those I longed to hear from. those who have been spacing out from my life. yeah, you. I need you. We haven't really talk since November? haven't u notice..

i miss you. if the words have never reached u, I'm sorry.

"I'd be there for you, sys". -and I will keep my promise.

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