a piece of my heart.

out of no where, a good friend of mine asked me a question that woke me up from my dreamworld.
how serious am i?

i've been thinking about that ever since you popped the question and throughout the journey to the shopping place and back home, it has been on my mind. spinning my head around.

i think, i am dead serious. yeah.

as you said to me, u must know what you have gotten yourself into.
- correct.

the circumstances of the situation i am in, i am very much aware of. i may hurt myself deeply but this is what makes me happy now. that's all that i choose to believe in and put my faith on.

Dear Friend,
if i am to disappear when things go wrong (God forbid), let me be. do not look for me for i will try to bring myself back on the ground where i used to stand still.right now, i do not have both feet on the floor where i walked on, but i'm still able to hang on the thread that connects me to my happiness, therefore, allow me to take this path. i will brave myself and go through it myself.

should i succeed, i will gain forever that i thought never existed.

perhaps it is here.

perhaps it's worth the risks i'm taking.


XoXo