as i turned 22.

I am officially 22 years old. oh yes, I've existed in this world for 22 YEARS! as how my lil sister puts it when she knew i'm already 22, "wah besarnye nombor!". i somehow glad that i grew up with much more blessing than i could have imagined. i am now working as a geologist, not earning that much but enough to sustain my shopaholic livinghood and enough to keep my food, aka my best friend close to my heart (or stomach).

At this point of time, i think i'm spending more time working than living like an ordinary 22 year old. but then again, how is an ordinary way of living as a 22 year old? maybe, thinking about exams, and problems with bf/gfs. perhaps, being excited over the new high tech gadgets. (not to say i'm not excited when i see new laptops). However, deep down, i still get really excited (i mean REALLY) with the sight of baskin robin's cafe in Pavvy, Haagen Dasz's choc fondue and the new blackberry! oh oh, also when the SALE sign been hung on the window of Nine West boutique .(well, that's just my inner shopaholic voice trying to yell something).

Just now i read a line posted in Ajjie's blog which says, " What would you do now if you're not afraid?". Honestly, if I am not afraid of job security, possibility of not being able to support myself, I would have leave this job and joined an advertising company or go for a baking and patisserie course and make myself the best dessert maker you've ever met! But then again, the small voice inside me says, stick to this course that has been laid out for me, because this will benefit me in the future. I know God never let me down, only I, a mere human who did so many mistakes in this 22 years of life, let Him down. I will be a better person. InsyaAllah.

and as usual, some notes to a few people.

Nada's post on her operation left me shocked and filled up with guilt since I've been this close (in Msia) but still couldn't keep myself updated with her. Nada, I didn't forget you, I planned on visiting you soon. maybe during any free weekend. =)

Birdie, I know you're trying your best to change your life and move on, I'm glad you're still not giving up. I'm sorry if I have been very honest about a few things but I really need to wake u up. I'm a friend who won't let you be swallowed by some useless stuff. ok birdie? I'm away but you can still email me. =)

yg lain lain, sorry if i hven't been replying sms or answering calls because if i'm at the office, my hp will be apart from me. if i'm offshore lg lahhhhh...

that's it for now, i hope second time on rig I won't collapse lah.

XoXo

p/s: i've updated my blog!!!!=D and u reminded me about that. tq!